Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden pain sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with severe pain behind a single eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like many triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery which supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.
National guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a